[ really, that's just mean, because the moment that suga starts laughing daichi starts to relax. of course this isn't a big deal. of course there's nothing to worry about. it's just a mix up and a joke and there's nothing, really, to stress out about.
which is why he starts to smile a little, the laughter feeling more natural. at least up until suga seems to catch up with what he said and daichi just kind of freezes up. okay, well, at least this response is more on par with what daichi was expecting? ]
I know it's crazy. [ and up go his hands, a bit defensively, as if he's trying to calm suga down. ] And I'm sorry, I should have asked you first. But mom was really hounding me, and she kept mentioning Nanako-san from across the hall and how she'd call her if I didn't and I just- [ this isn't making it any better. ] I freaked out, and you were the only person I could think of.
[ does that make it better? worse? daichi lets out a breath and tries to calm himself down. he logicked this all out a long time ago, right when he told his parents about it, so it's not like he doesn't know what to say. it's just that somehow translating it into words is much harder than thinking it up had been. ]
It doesn't have to be for long. Just the trip home. And then when we go back to school I'll tell her that we decided it wasn't right and everything will go back to normal. [ please let it go back to normal. ] I'm sorry.
[ he doesn't know if he can stop apologizing, because the more time he spends trying to explain himself, and the longer that he sees suga's freaked out expression, the more this feels wrong. it doesn't matter that he'd actually been pretty okay with the idea of telling his family about it, that the easiest part of all this would be trying to convince them, but it's dawning on him now that not telling suga had been the wrong decision. the REALLY wrong decision.
he messed this up. ]
If you're uncomfortable with this we don't have to go through with it. I'll- I'll come up with something. I should probably just be honest with them anyway. [ slowly deflating... ]
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which is why he starts to smile a little, the laughter feeling more natural. at least up until suga seems to catch up with what he said and daichi just kind of freezes up. okay, well, at least this response is more on par with what daichi was expecting? ]
I know it's crazy. [ and up go his hands, a bit defensively, as if he's trying to calm suga down. ] And I'm sorry, I should have asked you first. But mom was really hounding me, and she kept mentioning Nanako-san from across the hall and how she'd call her if I didn't and I just- [ this isn't making it any better. ] I freaked out, and you were the only person I could think of.
[ does that make it better? worse? daichi lets out a breath and tries to calm himself down. he logicked this all out a long time ago, right when he told his parents about it, so it's not like he doesn't know what to say. it's just that somehow translating it into words is much harder than thinking it up had been. ]
It doesn't have to be for long. Just the trip home. And then when we go back to school I'll tell her that we decided it wasn't right and everything will go back to normal. [ please let it go back to normal. ] I'm sorry.
[ he doesn't know if he can stop apologizing, because the more time he spends trying to explain himself, and the longer that he sees suga's freaked out expression, the more this feels wrong. it doesn't matter that he'd actually been pretty okay with the idea of telling his family about it, that the easiest part of all this would be trying to convince them, but it's dawning on him now that not telling suga had been the wrong decision. the REALLY wrong decision.
he messed this up. ]
If you're uncomfortable with this we don't have to go through with it. I'll- I'll come up with something. I should probably just be honest with them anyway. [ slowly deflating... ]